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Waiting…
It’s been a long time for this solitude accompanying my heart
Leaving me with all the longings
That took me to an imaginary world
Then how would it be when he return?
Coming…..
And finally it is the time
To end this waiting
Time has brought various gifts about him
Among all the good things and all the beautiful fruits of his dream
And so I am happy
Saddening….
When I saw that time also brought another reality
Not in line with my wish
But it is his wish
And I could not say no
Thus I should let go
Do not…
Do not come to me anymore…
Flaunting your beauty and success
Do not even greet me…
As that voice of yours would shatter my heart again
Do not give me your laughter…
As I am afraid this feeling might woke me up again
From my ignorant sleepiness
That I have built
On the tomb of love I built in my heart
And so let it be.
Dili, February 24, 2014
Ahi Lutan 