Why does this heart feel so empty?
Despite all the beautiful things it has for companions?
Among all the conversation, laughter and friendship
Still, there is only emptiness remains.
Within the loudness,
I feel everything becomes mute.
Within the muteness,
I hear the loudness yells.
A smile crafted in my face,
Yet the tears and grief fully seal my heart.
Oh, the Conqueror of my heart…
What have you done to me?
Till it becomes hard for me to turn back?
At wherever I am,
To wherever I go,
Only your shadow remains there
With an open arms waiting for me
To enfold me with the hugs.
Oh, the dear of my heart …
When could the miracle open its eyes to us?
Because my heart is becoming withered
By holding on this expectation.
VZ, Dili, December 18th, 2014